Sunday, 10 April 2011
00:03
Rah.. Mentally unsound nowadays. Bothered with too many things on my mind. Can't seem to concentrate on anything now. Taking a little break from Amath.. (I've been doing it since this morning at 12 and then sleep... Wake up, do Amath till now.. Hahas.) I think I left my dairy in school. Can't check out what tests I have next week. I only remember Physics, E math and A Math though. Well, I did revise on magnetism and started half of electromagnetism already. Hahas.
Yes, I've decided that I shall not rot and die cause of somebody anymore. Easier said than done. Well, I shall start from my appearance! I shall start the habit of combing my hair. I think I stopped ever since I we started having some problems in our r/s. Hahas. And spend some time exercising regularly instead of spending my time waiting for his sms (most of e time futile). Blah blah blah. Rotting and dying off is a really horrible experience. (:
I only realised how disheveled I look when I saw my tired figure in the mirror this morning. Sigh. What have I done to myself. It's time to start taking care of myself. Cause there won't be anyone to take care of me. I'll be a different me from now on. I will have to remind myself constantly then. I want to emerge as a stronger person. I wanna be like a butterfly that emerged from the pupa. Stronger, beautiful, agile, changing for the better.
Labels: I realised that you're a permanent part of my life now. There's no way to forget you., I wish I could forget you for now but at the end of the day
ransom letter