PROFILE
Qiao Wen
17
Ngee Ann Poly
Dreamer
Likes
Nature and Sunshine
Family and Friends
Cactus and Plants
Science Fanatic
Dislikes
Backstabbers
Liars and Cheaters
I wrote you a letter
didn't I?
TALK
SONGS
WISHLIST
To livepast SEVENTEEN
To stay close to Family and Friends
To be stronger and better
To stay humble
Not succumb to the temptations of caffeinated and dairy products
PAST
Sunday, 24 April 2011
05:44
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I really am at a loss. ):
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And am relatively speechless...
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All you can do is tell me to Jia You...
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Sigh...
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At least you heard me out this time...
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Thanks?...
02:56
I'll pray and hope and curse and wish that what I am going to do ain't not gonna make me the most hated person in e squad. D.A.M.N!
!@#$%..... I'm speechlessssss......
Monday, 18 April 2011
07:04
To know that the person that you love so dearly is to undergo some immediate danger. To find out that the person might be just gone the next day. To know that someday, you're gonna see your loved ones go one by one right before your eyes... This feeling sucks. Totally. To realise that my Dad's getting old, to know that he's coughing more and more often lately. Is that a sign for me to read? Or am I just thinking too much. I wish I am though. Sigh. Life's unpredictable. Just like how you can't decided who you wanna love, who's gonna be your friend for life, who's gonna hate you. We can't control things that are going to happen. I really wished I could. (Who don't)
It's been a year or two now. For a person that's been with you through the time when you're growing up, taking care of the very minute little things about you and never regretted. You can't even express your gratitude right now even if you want. They're so far away. I just can't reach them.
I'm a nobody. I'm just as good as being invisible. Do i even make a difference to another person's life? What am I working for? What's my ultimate goal? Why do I feel this way? Am I not working hard enough to be noticed?
Labels: Where are you when I need you... To talk...
Sunday, 10 April 2011
00:03
Rah.. Mentally unsound nowadays. Bothered with too many things on my mind. Can't seem to concentrate on anything now. Taking a little break from Amath.. (I've been doing it since this morning at 12 and then sleep... Wake up, do Amath till now.. Hahas.) I think I left my dairy in school. Can't check out what tests I have next week. I only remember Physics, E math and A Math though. Well, I did revise on magnetism and started half of electromagnetism already. Hahas.
Yes, I've decided that I shall not rot and die cause of somebody anymore. Easier said than done. Well, I shall start from my appearance! I shall start the habit of combing my hair. I think I stopped ever since I we started having some problems in our r/s. Hahas. And spend some time exercising regularly instead of spending my time waiting for his sms (most of e time futile). Blah blah blah. Rotting and dying off is a really horrible experience. (:
I only realised how disheveled I look when I saw my tired figure in the mirror this morning. Sigh. What have I done to myself. It's time to start taking care of myself. Cause there won't be anyone to take care of me. I'll be a different me from now on. I will have to remind myself constantly then. I want to emerge as a stronger person. I wanna be like a butterfly that emerged from the pupa. Stronger, beautiful, agile, changing for the better.
Labels: I realised that you're a permanent part of my life now. There's no way to forget you., I wish I could forget you for now but at the end of the day
Passerby
Monday, 4 April 2011
05:34
This is something random that I just thought of... Here goes.
Passerby
I'm just another person walkin' past you life,
I may be nothing right deep down your heart.
You pulled a something, tug me down.
I brushed your shoulders and now we're apart.
You pulled me into your arms,
Then you left me in the dark.
Under the streetlights you stretch your arms,
And brought me up.
Sometimes, you don't know how I feel,
Sometimes, you make me so confused.
You left when I just stood up.
You're looking forward, while I'm looking down.
You pulled me into your arms,
Then you left me in the dark.
Under the streetlights you stretch your arms,
And brought me up.
I'm just another person walkin' past you life,
I may be nothing right deep down your heart.
You pulled a something, tug me down.
I brushed your shoulders and now we're apart.
Supposed to go with a tune. Hahas.