Qiao Wen
17
Ngee Ann Poly
Dreamer
Likes
Nature and Sunshine
Family and Friends
Cactus and Plants
Science Fanatic
Dislikes
Backstabbers
Liars and Cheaters
I wrote you a letter
didn't I?
To livepast SEVENTEEN
To stay close to Family and Friends
To be stronger and better
To stay humble
Not succumb to the temptations of caffeinated and dairy products
今天的华文课还挺不错的，至少没闷到让我睡着的程度。I realised I can't really type in chinese now. Maybe I'm too used to speaking in English now. After all, Tomomi did give me quite abit of positive influence. Tried A Math sums. Can't get the answers. Sian. ):
‘It is important to succeed.’ Do you agree?
Success bears different meanings to individuals. To some, it might mean achievement; to others, it might mean recognition, the rest, it just makes no difference in them. What does it mean to succeed to you?
Yes, it is important to achieve success in life. To have succeeded means to have achieved something. To have succeeded means that we have worked towards something and made progress in it. Hence, in succeeding, it proves to others that we are not ordinary people. We are people with goals and dreams. People that possess determination to achieve, not people that live everyday based on a standard routine. Those who succeed are extraordinary.
As people that have achieved success, we prove to the world that we are capable people, people that are accomplished. Once achieving success, we are too motivated to move on; motivated to achieve things at an even greater height. Success is the path to even greater heights, a form of energy to push you on. Therefore, succeeding is important, as it opens up the future; it aids you in removing the obstacle in the course of achieving success.
However, success does not mean everything in life. There are some people that reach out to help others. They do not achieve success at the end of the day. The only thing that they have done is to benefit others that were in need of their help. Yet, it is a selfless contribution to the society and something that is worth the recognition of others.
To some people, success means nothing to them. It just means a mere title or something that calls for a celebration. To others, it means a sign of recognition for their efforts and contribution. To the rest, it just does not make a difference to their life. It is the way that you view what success means to you that makes the difference in how achieving success plays a part in your life. Thus the importance of success relies on how the individual view it as its effect can only be played depending on the way the individual use it.
Hmmm... I guess I shall come up with a list of things I wanna do after the O's so that I've got something to look forward for and maybe something that will keep me motivated.
Labels: It feels so much better to have things sorted out.
I'm really confused now. Confused really really. The more determined you are trying to hide the plan, the more curious I feel. All the more, I would think that it's something's that I will be dreading. Now, I don't know whether it's good to continue on or to just stop it here. It's not that I don't have feelings anymore, but we're both clearly aware of the challenges up ahead, the difference in us that's gonna make the future even harder for the both of us. Yet, there's this feeling of ignorance, defiance that wants to go on, and continue to strive for it in me. I really want to know, how you actually feel now. I don't want us to go on because you're afraid that it'll affect me. I don't want it to work that way.
I wished that you would be more honest with me. Well, I guess I said that to you for a great many times today. Breaking promises. Something just tells me that our first date ever's gonna be our last too. What a way to end if that's the case. Will it really kill to tell me now? Yet you treat me all the same, as though nothing has happened. You accept it with such great heart. You knew this day was coming. Then why did you still put in so much for me? If we're gonna go on separate ways after the o's. Why do you still treat me like this. Don't tell me because these are the last days with me, and thus you have some sympathy. I don't want sympathy. Don't you ever understand? What I want, is a relationship to continue because we know that we want to go further on, not cause you've set a deadline. This way, you really hurt me more than it will now.
Labels: Why does things have to turn out this way?
Guess it's another hiccup in relationship problems again. I'm kind of in a emotion whirlpool now. I'm so confused. I know he meant nothing of that sort. Yet, it just tugs me. At the same time, I know that he has his own problems in not giving me replies yet and again, I just feel that he doesn't give a damn. One's doing too much, another's doing too little. I just hope that it was the other way round. At least I won't feel so hurt. Humans tend to compare, don't we?
Labels: I'm spinning round and round in circles.
Today's quite a crazy and fun day. Crazy for the events that happened. Fun for the things that we do together as a SQUAD. Hope we get punished during our last activity. (Hey! It's meaningful okay!) Never mind about that. Oh well. I just hope that everything goes well from now. Hmmm... We're stepping down in a blink of an eye. It feels as though it was only yesterday when we step up. Good luck to my beloved squad. I wish them all the best. Oh well no comments for today other than two cramped legs.
I AM FINALLY BACK FROM CAMP. ALIVE!