I'm really confused now. Confused really really. The more determined you are trying to hide the plan, the more curious I feel. All the more, I would think that it's something's that I will be dreading. Now, I don't know whether it's good to continue on or to just stop it here. It's not that I don't have feelings anymore, but we're both clearly aware of the challenges up ahead, the difference in us that's gonna make the future even harder for the both of us. Yet, there's this feeling of ignorance, defiance that wants to go on, and continue to strive for it in me. I really want to know, how you actually feel now. I don't want us to go on because you're afraid that it'll affect me. I don't want it to work that way.

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