PROFILE
Qiao Wen
17
Ngee Ann Poly
Dreamer
Likes
Nature and Sunshine
Family and Friends
Cactus and Plants
Science Fanatic
Dislikes
Backstabbers
Liars and Cheaters
I wrote you a letter
didn't I?
TALK
SONGS
WISHLIST
To livepast SEVENTEEN
To stay close to Family and Friends
To be stronger and better
To stay humble
Not succumb to the temptations of caffeinated and dairy products
PAST
Saturday, 26 March 2011
18:02
Guess it's another hiccup in relationship problems again. I'm kind of in a emotion whirlpool now. I'm so confused. I know he meant nothing of that sort. Yet, it just tugs me. At the same time, I know that he has his own problems in not giving me replies yet and again, I just feel that he doesn't give a damn. One's doing too much, another's doing too little. I just hope that it was the other way round. At least I won't feel so hurt. Humans tend to compare, don't we?
I might just need a little time alone myself.
I perfectly know that there's a high chance of having no future together. There are tons and tons of problems ahead of us. For some reason, I think that I would just give in to the things working against us. I've got a feeling that we won't be accepted, vice-versa.
This is not quite me. I'm only do things that I know that there would be results. I don't dare to take much risks. I don't know.
Maybe I'm just tired. Maybe I don't think that you really like me anymore. Maybe it's just a temporary feeling. Maybe... There are just so many possibilities.
It's a Sunday morning. A lousy one.
What lies ahead of us. I really don't know. Is it really turning sour, just like how alcohol do when exposed to air? Or is it just another dose of torture to make us even stronger?
Trying really hard. Not to emo.
Labels: I'm spinning round and round in circles.